role of the poetry

Poetry is a sensory. Its a pull phrases together from what I feel, what I imagine those around me feel. I pull phrases from what I wish I knew how to feel. Curiously enough, sensory overload represses the phrases and pulls me only to feel.

I'm not sure why I thought that a divine calling required a skill. Or why I thought senses to be overrated; I wished they would fall away, pave the way--get out the way!--of the truth. I expected the truth to end profoundly, to comfort me, to push me, to call me to thrive. I expected a truth to list the steps to discovering truth. And no, I didn't/still don't care that truth is objective, subjective, vague, and up to interpretation. Its ability to be interpreted is only your interpretation of it.

Sorry. I sound like a philosopher..(serius bah ^^ )

What I'm getting at is a discovery. I discovered, while pushing to listen past the sirens for something profound, something supernatural to guide my feet, that the sirens are profound. My ability to pull them apart from each other, to try and transform them, Transformer style (bumblebee la tek..hihi) , into the sound of falling rain, is a calling in itself. I am called as a follower of Jesus Christ, submerged in the center of the world, to sense.

Because, friends, those who say (while I see what they're getting at) "love is senseless..." are choosing to take love's kaleidoscope and peer through a single facet. I'm striving to go beyond the direct, past the peripheral brings what I see as my God-given influence to those around me, I can't prioritize it over simply soaking in what God puts in front of me. Poetry is sensory, love is sensory, God is love. Love is good. God is good! <3
So,are we good?..yeah..we are good la ho.. :))

smile and enjoy life to the fullest

"Life is like writing a poem; every piece is put together to create who we are, what we do and how we feel. Every experience shapes us into who we eventually become. Every trauma we faced wasn't easy through its hurts but was allowed to shape our heart so that we'll grow into a better person we dreamt of." 

as a conclusion life must goes ON..hipp hipp hoorayy... (ceah.. terlebih sudah...ha5) 
Ok la thats all for today,till then peeps..have a good days ahead.. ^^


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Hit them UP!

What inspire me most are words of wisdom: quotes, pep talks, listening to the words of successful people.  Some of my favorite quotes you will find below.  They are the quotes I look at when I'm feeling sad, disappointed, excited, driven, happy, or mad.  Quotes can help you think about your own life, and a good quote can change your emotion.

"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”

"Things happen too fast, so be kind to everyone. Treat friends and family as if you will never get to hear their voices again. Live everyday as if it's your last. You never know when your last breath will be."

"Sometimes you have to forget how you feel; and remember what you deserve.

"In one moment your entire life can change course.

The moment you decide where you're going because you refuse to go back to where you've been."

"Life isn't about finding yourself. 

Life is about creating you."

"Everything will turn out alright in the end. If it's not good, then it's not the end."

 " Life is beautiful; try to make it most beautiful."

" Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumblebee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams."

" Faith is no irresponsible shot in the dark. It is a responsible trust in the God who knows the desire of your hearts, the dreams you are given, and the goals you have set. He will guide your paths right."

" Don't just go through life, GROW through life. Yesterday is gone and you can't get it back so leave the wish I.. woulda, coulda, shoulda in the past with it. Each new day you are given a new opportunity to start over and become a better you. The power lies within you"
(I wrote this because I feel we all have the power within us to do and become better. We have to first believe and then act.)

I've learnt that on a quest to start a new life, you will face a lot of challenges and uphill battles that will try to bring you down. Fears will arise that will make you stumble and the only way to stop them is to face them! As a friend, I would like you to know life will knock us down but we can choose to get back up. Remember - Always be strong... Root that in your heart. (as a reminder to myself too..hehe)

Above all, I'm blessed; my Creator is good, ^^

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Letting Go the negativity

There is a positive change happening in me. Lately I feel like my life is moving forward in a wonderful way. I am experiencing happiness, motivation, inspiration and a general excitement for what life has to bring me.

I feel like I am being awakened to a new level of consciousness and being. I am trusting in God. I am trusting in myself. I am trusting that my life is exactly how it is meant to be right now and I am trusting that everything happens exactly as it is meant to. I am realizing that the way I live my life and how I perceive it is ENTIRELY up to me and it is a CHOICE to be happy and to create a reality which gives me peace and happiness.

Do you ever wonder how people in seemingly the worst circumstances can still smile, laugh and enjoy life, while others who seem to have everything are miserable? It's about being thankful for what you do have, and not what you THINK your life lacks. It seems to me that for so long I have been feeling that money has held me back (i am a little shopaholic :p ) or that I needed certain things in my life to be happy. But what are a few worthless slips of paper going to do for me? Buy me something else that's not going to matter when I'm dead? I read a quote today that goes something along the lines of "the man who dies with the most toys, still dies." And that made me realize that when I am gone, the possessions that I acquired through my life do not matter. It's the experiences, thoughts, feelings relationships and perceptions that I had that will matter. What I do with my life. what positivity I put out into the earth, what I do to better myself and others as human beings is what will matter.
I feel at peace. When I consider these things, I feel my eyes well up with tears of happiness. Do you know what a relief it is to finally feel this amount of peace and understanding?


I'm telling you, right now I'm feeling very impulsive. When I think about things this way it makes me want to pack up and go to my next destination. I want to just say "screw the Man!" and live on my own terms. But reality sets in and I remember I have bills to pay, I have pets to feed (err..my brother's pets..haha) and I have a responsibility to take care of those things before I can just say screw it and do what I want.

So all in all, I'm feeling good...yayy!

So my plea to you is try finding the positive in every situation. Choose not to have bad days. Choose to perceive things as valuable experiences and lessons rather than as hardships and bad luck. It will make such a difference. boleh la ho...hehe
:D
Well, that's my update for now. I hope you are all out there enjoying life and every moment you are privileged to live! Love your life.. <3


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adding more on my book's collection:bought all this during the popular books' sale..yippie....

having fun with friends; peace,happiness,love ^^

I love myself on days like this one

 I do not understand, but I will not struggle to do so either
I will remain calm, forget what I need to and experience new things
Free spirit, I do not need anyone else than myself to live or to feel happy :) :D

I've got it all on: Smile, shine, laughter and swag. yippieeeeee!!! :))

love to be "pink" and happy all the time "bubbly" and dreamy.

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wondering if it is worth it

Words are some of the trickiest things in the world. They are little chameleons that never cease to change color when used. I think, in many ways we underestimate their power. This is a sad realization to come to when one thinks of how many words are spoken each day. Communication, while mostly nonverbal, is a key to our survival as human beings. How is it that we manage to forget this fact and speak so freely?
Once a word is spoken, you cannot take it back. It's been said, and it is engraved in time and possibly in hearts forever. Just because it cannot be documented and filed away on paper does not mean that it has lost significance.

A loving word has so much passion and heart. If truly felt, the sincerity cannot be rivaled with. It is so permanent. Even when the word has long since been said, even if the emotion has been altered or cast away, the word still lingers. It never fully disappears.
An angry word has within it just as much passion. It has within it the flames of the burning soul. The strength behind the word is comparable to that of a hurricane. It can toss an entire world upside down in a second. Forgiveness may be sought and granted, but the angry word is forever embracing the conscience and the heart. It cannot be taken back.

Words written on paper may seem more permanent, but they lack the true voice that rings in ears for all eternity to back them up. The piece of paper may be kept or burned, and the words themselves are permanent. However, there is nothing like a word uttered on the lips of another. Those are the words with the real impact.

I have always known the value of words and tone. I won't say that I have never opened my mouth only to have inserted my foot. It happens on many occasions I'm sorry to say. Unfortunately, there have been many times I wish I could go back in time with an eraser. But at least I know the power of what I have said. At least I recognize the impact that my words have had on people. On the other hand, I'm glad that I don't always think before I speak. It means that whatever is being said is coming truly from my heart at that moment and spoken with full emotion.

so say it like u mean it. :)

have a nice day peeps ^^

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frown turns into a SMILE

Woke up in the morning at 8.30am, first thing in my mind was, My result! Omg..I promised to meet my friends at 9am. Yeah…Today was the registration's day and the day for us to get our result for last semester..I rush to the bathroom to take my shower and get myself ready. After everything was done, I drove to campus, with full of confident that everything was fine. teettt....there you go..Reached campus only to find I forgot my beg!...dush! i left my beg at home! That was so clumsy of me..I grab my hand-phone, my attention is to call my friends to tell them not to wait for me, and.. again another problem pops out..My phone was out of credit..! Aright..what a day...I drove back home to get my beg. Once again I rushed back to campus. My friend was there waiting for me. Thanks dear friends.. :)) 

Anyways…frown turn into smile..ya..Thanks God again for the result.. ^^i got my own " flying colours"  but honestly I am not really satisfied with what I’ve gotten for the first subject, but at least  I know I had done my very best to do well in that particular subject. The questions were quite tough especially for the literature's part. All had done by the way.Now is the time to focus on the next semester. Classes will be started by next Monday so I better get ready to step into another battlefield. Yes!! Selamat maju jaya to ME. :p

Dear everyone, take notes that our journey has molded us for our greater good, and it was exactly what needed to be. Don't think that you've lost time. There is no short-cutting to life. It took each and every situation you have encountered to bring you to the now. And now is right on time.

last but not least, be happy for what you've learned and where you come from and be excited for where you are going. :))

" If you stay in gratitude, you will have a fantastic attitude! "

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Le love 143

To say "I love you!" is a piece of cake. To prove it is a lifetime to take.

Words demand explanation. They require analysis. They are the construction and expression of my thoughts. Of my heart. But they can't describe it. They can't describe any of it. They can't tell you how deep the memories are, or how often I think of them. They can't scream what I really want to say. They are the mask of how I really feel and they try to disguise the pain, but someone will strip it away. And someone will make those words worthless.

So what is a word worth? Nothing. What are three words worth? Nothing. But we say them anyway, because you know. You know, more than anyone what they mean. You know when I say I love you, I really mean that those three words can't describe what it is we have. When I say you're amazing, I know the word is just a cover; a quick way for me to remember all the things that amaze me about you, a mask for the memories we share, a disguised version of our adventures together. And I really believe that you know, when I say I miss you, it's not just that. I miss you every moment, and I miss just what your name means to me. It means an alphabet of sounds and letters and words. But none of them really mean anything, because words are based on trust, they rely on how truly and deeply we feel. Remember, always, that they don't mean anything, they are letters and they are constructions, but we deconstruct them every day and we twist them; we manipulate them so that they say what we want them to. But no word, no shape, no photograph could ever twist so far that it could begin to explain even a little bit of how I feel.
and sometimes is frustrating how you want to say something that you feel... but you just cant do it beacause you dont find the correct words to express how you feel.. :))

The fall came, every day got better and better

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a walk to remember

just flipped your hair and move on.. :))

holla peeps...have a nice day ahead..^^

bravery have its own limit

once again the day is safe..thanks so much for my dear babe (lyn kajan)<3 u babe!

I've learnt in this life that you’re going to get your heart broken, no matter what you do to safeguard against it. I’ve learnt that the heart is stronger than the best built machine, because the heart when hurt still work. I’ve learnt that the best thoughts out relationships aren’t always the ones that work. I’ve learnt that sometimes we have to dive head first into certain things, and leave everything up to fate, because sometimes, following your heart might just be the best decision ever.

I've learnt that some people just aren’t worth wasting time on, and those who are will be willing to spend more time on you than you do on them. I’ve learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I’ve learnt that the most cliché saying ever, “never judge a book by its cover”, and might just be the truest.

I’ve learnt to have faith in people, even when they don’t give you any reason to, simply because once in awhile, people need someone to believe in them. I’ve learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there’s always someone out there having it worse. I’ve learnt that good doesn’t always triumph in the end. I’ve learnt that some people will just never change, no matter how hard you believe they will.

I've learnt that to succeed in the future, I have to let go of my past. I’ve learnt that sometimes people make mistakes, and you have to learn how to forgive them. I’ve learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I’ve learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing’s happening to you now will pass in time. I’ve learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn’t help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.

I’ve learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I’ve learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I’ve learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; a talent count for more than anyone thinks.

And finally, I’ve learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

Pulled myself together & i feel a whole lot better now. things certainly happened for a reason. speaking of which, i feel like the world is off my shoulder. no point being bitter heartbreak hotel about it. its a phase that i have to go through to get to the better parts of life. oh yes, optimism is my new best friend. lol Go Sophy Go..eheks... ^^ The sun will shine again^^

dear everyone just love your life and live to the fullest ! ^^ 


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What say You?

if life wasnt filled with pain, guess everything will just be perfect

dint you think so?

i suddenly have these words in mind. maybe because so many things happen recently that makes me come out with mix-up feeling and thought. all happen in a short period of time makes me going nuts sometimes.i'll laugh and having fun like nobody business whenever i felt so down,for all these i should give credits to my dear friends and family. yerrLOL....yeah...i'll just walk out there with smile and trying to have that "positive" thought in mind.kinda hard for me, it's like i have been punched terribly by LIFE and TIME. oucchhh! it's hurt.. but it's heal too... :)) will be right..?

I will get hurt, its the same kind of hurt every single time. the congested chest, choking feeling, but i've been through it more than once, those times when i felt that it was impossible to get back up. but im still alive, i came out of it fine, and once again i will go through this, better than before.i am trying my very best to be positive ! :))So i will just  face all this with SMILE :)) Go Sophy GO! wah...semangat pulak.. ^^

 But well i cant do it all by myself without all my friends n family. They have been there for me all the time even though they don really know what on earth is happening to me.But that alright,all the companies really fix me a lots.thanks everyone <3 so far i'm doing great with all this ^^ *chin up chin up*

yeah..thats life anyway we cant expect what is coming up next,we just have to be prepare to face it. Kan.. ^^

Dear everyone,

Life can never be easy, neither can friendship nor a relationship.

Its what you make out of it. Its how you look at it.

Never regrets with what u have in life, there will always be good and bad thats reality of life so just head in and rock and roll..yeah2..(tiba2)lol
keep on smiling and be happy thats make u cuter than ever..^^ weewwittttt...


Love your life 

menu for drinks in a cafe call "little bali" best kan.. :)) shud try this.

:))No matter what is it. I'll accept it with a smile :)) thank you *clapclapclap*


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The reason is YOU

We're strange creatures. We're characterized by REASON, and this reason is what's supposed to make us unique and different from animals. We're supposed to use that reason to live, to make difference between what is good and what is bad, what is useful and what is trivial and useless, what is wrong and what is right for us and for the well being of the whole world. We're all looking for HAPPINESS in our life. Some of us try to find it in collecting money, others find it by enjoying life in many different ways, drinking, buying stuff and lots of other things. 

love is misery

We all want to be happy forever. We seek happiness even if it costs us our happiness! We lose our happiness, or the bits of it that we already have, to get hold of a greater happiness that can turn to be a mirage, a mere illusion. If you don't get what I mean, what do you call chasing love every moment of your life, even though reason which God has given you tells you that love will in 99% of cases lead you to misery and despair? Why can't we just be happy with the amount of happiness that we already have and forget about the happiness of love? We all dream of being in a devastating, sweeping, great, and ever-lasting love, a love that drives us crazy and turns everythinbg upside down. We all want to fall in love, taste it, be drowned in it. We are all looking for misery, buying it, chasing it. We wish for ourselves destruction from within. That's us human beings, and how strange we are! How unreasonable we can be when it comes to love. ^^

Dear everyone...

Love is a source of happiness indeed. But love means accepetance and understanding. I guess love as we perceive it cannot bring us happiness unless we love unconditionally. Otherwise, love will be the source of misery. Some people say that this misery is the most enjoybale thing about love. I believe love creates happiness but which love? which reason? and what is happiness? For me unconditional love is the answer. For happiness I think I will keep asking the question forever. For reason; there is no reason in trying to use reason in order to understand reason :)) because sometimes reason is not reasonable..Get what i mean? :p haha..think about it ya..u will get what i mean by all this.

Love is a misery <3 Me and You, we are love and misery :))

*hey November..welcome and please do your part in my life ya. ^^ <3*

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