face the fact

It's time to come back, face the facts. A dose of reality with a dash of honesty is the cure. You can pretend all you want, but you just hurt yourself. For we know the false security, is simple a facade. 
So, open up, break down. Love.Scream. Laugh. Throw things. Hug things. Write things. Sing things. Feel. Now. 
Just don't wait. 
You have to live, today.Live it to the fullest.
Or risk being numb, for good.
Have a good day peeps.... =)


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p/s:So smile. Some moments are hard for everyone. Even I. The important thing is to acknowledge it...and continue to look for the good. Don't concentrate so hard on the sadness that you close your eyes to the good around you. It's over. Let it go. Stop holding your breath. =)

to be still

In a world where everyone is trying to cram 24 hours into the day...take it.
Time.
To be still.
Because you deserve it. You owe it to your heart to let it take top priority. Forget your mind for a second. Just listen to the beating of your heart. How amazing, eh?kan3 

With each thump, do you know what is happening? It's pumping love through your veins. I'm not talking the puppy dog romantic kind of love. I'm talking about the stuff that breaks down walls, opens eyes, and makes amazing things happen.
It's in YOU.It's in ME.
So don't waste it. Don't let it sit petrified in your veins due to lack of use.
Create a beautiful world full of love. Because seeing things from a martyr's perspective in your mind isn't doing any good, and you're definitely not doing yourself any favors by thinking that way...instead, use your heart to become the light people need, right now.
*pause*

Now take a deep breath...smile...and build. Not because you have to. But because it's in your soul.

Listen. Love. Shine on.

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this is a past continuous tense

I’d talked about the past constantly. Wallowing in the quicksand of "what ifs." 

When I tire of looking over my shoulder, I spend the rest of the day panicked with talk of tomorrow. The fog of anxiety making it impossible to think rationally. Well I come to realize that I did forget about something. 

Right now."If you continue the worry, anticipation, and regret...your mind won't have time for this moment. The magical chance to do something, to make a difference. It'll be so clouded you won't be able to see the opportunities standing right in front of you." 

what matters here & now is the present. I try to not think too much about my past, all my mistakes, wrong doings etc.Nowadays; I've come to realize that I’m beginning to live for the moment not for the future. My plea to you (including myself :p ) Stop complaining about the past. Stop worrying about the future. Open your eyes. 

Dear everyone, the future is something that none of us are sure of. What's the point of planning & thinking about something which we don’t know whether it’s going to happen or not.

What's important is NOW. That's what we're supposed to think about. Seize the moment.

If we let go of this moment, there's no turning back. No point regretting when it's over.

I've heard of people saving up for their future & ignoring their present. YOU tell me.

What would u do if, just a major IF u were to die tomorrow? *touch wood*

Then there's no more future. All I’m saying is live for this moment. We don’t know what's in store for us in the future.kan3..

Don’t jeopardize your present just because of your possessiveness towards the future.

In the end, that’s all that matters.

Now take it, Eat it, Digest it :)

Live in the present. Be here, now. ^^ 

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day after day

It's OK to have a bad day...as long as it doesn't turn into a bad week or month. Being down doesn't deserve that much time in your daily schedule.
If you think about it, most of the time it's not even necessary to make a "day" out of the bummer of a feeling. After all, it was just amoment that was "bad" right? 
Stop allowing those moments to ruin all of the good things happening around you. 
I refuse to believe the darkness of ill intentions can block out the rays of awesome surrounding us every day. Let go of the night, look towards dawn...it'll be here sooner than you think. 
So, wake up. Right now. Be your dream, while you are conscious. Create your fate, while you can still see. Make it a reality, while you still have the ability to "do." Or, risk waking up to a feeling of despair, and a blank book of "what ifs." 
Fill the pages. Live. Regrets don't exist here. Only lessons. Beautiful, living, breathing life lessons. :)


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Floating on

I’ve been logging into this account for several times only to find myself staring blankly at the screen. Where do I begin?

There are so many uncertainties. no matter how much I learnt in life, no matter how many damages I've caused & witnessed, I always have that fear of what’s going to happen next.

Mistakes. You swear you'll never repeat them, but at long last, despite knowing what the repercussions will be, you'll end up making the exact same mistakes again and again. for instance, fall madly in love, get cheated on, get hurt, be okay, get back up and fall back in love, again.

To avoid being in the dark, I always let my curiosity get the best of me rather than waiting for time to tell. And without a doubt, it killed me. Every single time, including now. All I know is that I shouldn't have done what I've did. This habit has gotta go.syuhh syuhh...

No amount of gravity can pull me back down. I let myself float for far too long, I dont even know where I am. I want to be stable again. I want to be able to stand on my very own two feet. 

I am not saying I’m unhappy, don’t get me wrong. This might be about you, but then again, it might not.

Do you even understand? Maybe NOT

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a closure with coping

"Closure" is just a term created by people so they can ask the same questions over and over hoping that someday they might get a different answer. I don't need any answers. I never really understood.
Hey, this posting-every-day thing is growing on me. Like a period on the end of a web-surfing sentence as I head off to bed. You know I found a relatable image to share:

Eh, that's a text. Whatever. Also, I'm only about 12% heart at this point. I read this post today about a friend of a friend who can't help but dream, can't help but imagine what could be out of what seems as though it shouldn't have been. She can't help but extend an inkling into forever. All my coping mechanism inklings are extending into forever, which will lead to coping forever. No, not coping. After a certain point, the coping will be over. Yeah..no to coping. A new forever is running in my direction. Ok la bah kan3.... :)
Overall I know there's still a long way ahead of me. :) Go Sophy Go  :))


cheers peeps..!

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let by gone be gone..

thank you :)

i heart u hater..

THESE EYES AINT ROLLING

AND MY LIPS AINT MOVING

MY ARMS ARE NOT FOLDING,

SO WHAT ARE YOU PROVING?

IM NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO YOU

OUR NOT IMPORTANT TO ME

STOP HATING, IM THROUGH

IM STILL SOPHIA, YOU SEE.

I WONT GET UPSET, NOT EVEN MAD

IM HAPPY YOU’RE JEALOUS,

YOU WANT ME GONE? AWW THAT’S TOO BAD!

MY PRIDE IS REBELLIOUS!

IT’S OBVIOUS, YOU’RE A HATER

AND IM WHO YOU’RE HATING ON

OH WELL, NICE CHAT, SEE YOU LATER

YEA YA MIGHT HATE ME HARDER WHEN IM GONE

so what? :p I'm holding on for dear life. Dear, dear life... ^^

Jingle-jingle bell

first of all: Hello December..^^ i promise that i will be a good girl ok. ^^

second of all: lots of uncertainty in my head

third of all: today has been a good day.

                                                   that's gonna happen more often... :)) seharusnya Ok..

I could not possibly say all I've been thinking right now. My mind is a whirlpool. Chess pool, maybe.

Here's a snippet: I see what God's doing by removing control from me. He's making me squirm and retraining where I turn. I've prayed more and trusted more and gleaned more wisdom in the past week than in the rest of my life combined. Now the name of the game is to fend off spiritual warfare and resentment when I ask God for peace and don't find any. I always used to find it there.

I know He knows what's best for me, and I trust that that will be revealed to me in my lifetime.

I wish I could peek into what best for me and rest has assured that it's the same thing I yearn for.

I wish I could control what I yearn for. I can't control it, but I do think it's changing..

I prefer the days when I want to say, "screw you, realists!" to the days when I am the realist.
there are signs everywhere. The one at the top of my list is that though we are going places, neither of us is going anywhere.

and for now, I am steeping in that optimistic certainty.
screw you, realists! ~dush~

Dear everyone,this world is seriously a superb unpredictable place to stay in. People come and go.

Things you own are now yours and next not yours the weather change hot to cold without warning. Don’t wait. Go and appreciate everything you have now make every sentence your last sentence because you wouldn't know which word are going to be your last words.Make no regrets. :)

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