You can love again, but you can’t live again.

2010

When I look back on this year there are various words coming up, but I think: free, careless, laughter,bad and good times,bitter and sweet, sums it up pretty well. I've learned to care less about what people think of me, I am less insecure than before and learned to stand up for myself and be an own secure person, a lot stronger than before. I'm proud of myself for that, and because of this I learned to let go. Not to over think and analyze everything. Letting some thoughts/things/people go and stop caring so much. When I look back I see good times, so much fun, just let everything be. Lots of late nights and being free.Bad times nearly stop me from moving forward but i manage to hang on and keep on moving on the right path. But after all my bitter times was covered by the sweetest times given…Hmm..Even it doesn't last for long yet it making me smile :)  This year has been a year to catch my breathe, take a break and laugh it off. I see this year as a year of with such great moments with a lot of highs in love and friendship and a lot of these memories are actually making me smile at this moment just thinking about it. It has been a great year and I've learned a lot about myself and the importance of friendship.

2011

I want my 2011 to be a little bit more substantial and I don't want to escape anymore from the 'heavy things'. It is time to put my act together and find out what I want. I've always been scared to make big decision and commit myself to one thing as I am scared to make the wrong decision and end up with lots of regret. Looking back at 2010, I ran away from the important stuff but I feel I have to face it this year. I want to be less afraid of the future. I always kind of liked the feeling that everything was possible and I had the whole world in front of me with all its options. This year it will come down to the fact that I have to make decisions and plan my future a bit, which scares the shit out of me. This year I want to find my passion, something that I'm actually good at and I want to do the rest of my life. This is hard because there are so many things that I like but not love in life. Or love but not well at. Or love but don't want to do it the rest of my life. Nothing is certain at the moment and I just need a plan and search for my passion.

Life must move on. The world doesn't stop spinning just because you can’t see the light of day. Life is waiting. Don’t miss out on it. Every second is a chance to be born again. Embrace the opportunities life has to offer- regret is probably more painful than heartache. You can love again, but you can’t live again.

love your life..

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